with in dis few months i had done a lot of wrongs things include making wrong decisions… i feel so bad of making all de decisions… but who can i talk to??? answer is only God!!! but He dont always answer me… sometime i dont knw growing up n going through all dis things will make me grow mature or not de only thing i knw nw is i feel very painful inside… being me nw is kinder like a zombie living on de world but i dont want to be zombie… i want to forget everything tat i had been through dis few months n look for ‘jenny’ again… i dont like to feel alone…
from 2day onwards i want to look for de long time i hv nt seen person who named jenny… i dont like the way i live n do n even think nw…!!! i knw no one will see my post anyway just write to express myself from closing everything n locking everything inside the heart to make me feel so so hurt n bad…
